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Just something I wrote a long time ago. [Thursday, September 9th, 2010
The only person that runs my life is me and why i am getting myself involved in the wrong things it is beyond me.
Live is a precious thing and we only live it once so live every day like it is your last. Fulfill your dreams to the fullest and don't forget to keep a smile on your face. Be proud of who you are and how far you've come. It's been a long journey and it is yet far from being over. Strive to be our best and do your best at everything you do. Don't forget to always be honest and tell someone what they mean to you. What is the least harm you could do? Lose them as a friend? In reality if they didn't accept your honesty then they weren't even a true friend to begin with. We all make mistakes and we can't go back and fix them. We can only learn from them and let them teach us our faults and guide us with further knowledge in this adventuring journey called life.

Everything may cause pain but you can't go through life living off of pain. There's no gain.

If you don't pick yourself up off of the ground, then why even be found?
Sure you're friends and family can be there for support but the only person that is capable of getting up and taking the next step is you.

You are the person behind the strength, behind the body, no one else but you. You have to get up and start walking and when you do, SMILE, because you have taken the first step and saved yourself from pure insanity and pain.

Never ever give up hope, sure you may want to , but if you do, you will miss out on all the upcoming good things that will come in life.

Be patient, take a deep breath, relax, smile, and have fun.

Follow this, pick yourself up, and don't be left behind.

A crazy long month. [Monday, August 30th, 2010
Okay, maybe not so crazy, but I have so many emotions running through my body, I don't know what exactly to say.

It has definitely had it's ups and downs, but the good things have over-ruled the not so good things, like arguing with my mother. That always sucks, but I guess that is normal.

Hmm, I believe in one of my previous entries I mentioned a guy.

To answer any questions: Yes, I am extremely happy...which is not really normal for me if you've known me for several years. It's different, but I am enjoying it. Being happy, isn't something I have been able to say for a long time and now I can and I hope it stays that way.

That's definitely change.


Not sure what else to day without going in too much detail. Guess that's all.

hmm this past week [Sunday, August 8th, 2010
i'm pretty content and happy with things right now thanks to a certain someone.

I'm not sure what to say without thinking too much, but things are going well. Each day is a new day. :)

Him... [Friday, July 23rd, 2010
So, I met this friend through my game..a few years ago. He was dating my friend Patti, but while he was with her we both still sort of had a crush on each other. Now here it is a few years later and they have split up. I being a friend has been here for him and we have both grown closer to each other. We both like each other a lot, to the point that we both think about each other all the time. We both just don't know what we want.

I don't want to be the rebound that doesn't work out, and he probably doesn't want to put me through that either.

I have been so careful of all of this, everything I have done, every thought, everything I say, I am cautious. Because I don't want to hurt myself again and I don't want to walk in to something without being completely honest. That and I don't want to hurt myself by jumping to conclusions.

Part of me inside, has thought about, I wonder where it could possibly take us. The other part is almost scared. Long-Distance Relationships never seem to work out for me, but for some odd reason I feel different than any other time I have done a online relationship.

Maybe it's because I've been trying my hardest to be honest with myself and with him the whole time? Maybe. But I know that we will work through it. Whatever happens, happens.

I can't keep going through life being scared of every single thing that's thrown my way, especially when there is potential happiness involved. I can't hold my self back or i'll probably end up a old cat lady. *sigh*

I don't want to be the girl that is 40 and alone. I won't be that girl that is 40 years old and alone.

I really like him and I'd probably be lying to myself if I said I didn't wanna see where it lead us, but that is something that time will only tell.

dangit... [Friday, January 18th, 2008
You guys, I am so sorry, I am such a horrible friend. I haven't been on here to read entries in so long...... If you have to delete me. It's okay...


How come when you try to stop having feelings for a person, some time later down the road they come back..
I don't get it... but I am happy :)

Directions from NY to Paris France [Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
Directions from New York to Paris, France.. (On google maps) check out number 23

Drive: 3,800 mi (about 29 days 7 hours)

1. Head southwest on Broadway toward Warren St 0.2 mi
1 min

2. Turn left at Park Row 0.1 mi
1 min

3. Slight right at Frankfort St 0.3 mi
1 min

4. Turn left at Pearl St 56 ft

5. Turn right onto the F.D.R. Dr N ramp 0.4 mi
1 min

6. Merge onto FDR Dr N 7.7 mi
12 mins

7. Take exit 17 on the left for Triboro Bridge/Grand Central Pkwy toward I-278/Bruckner Expy 0.4 mi
2 mins

8. Merge onto Triborough Bridge
Partial toll road 0.4 mi
1 min

9. Merge onto I-278 E via the ramp to I-87 N/Bronx/Upstate N Y/New England 0.6 mi
1 min

10. Take exit 47 to merge onto Bruckner Expy/I-278 E toward New Haven 1.9 mi
2 mins

11. Take the I-278 E exit toward New Haven 0.3 mi

12. Merge onto Bruckner Expy 5.0 mi
6 mins

13. Continue on I-95 N
Partial toll road
Entering Connecticut 62.1 mi
1 hour 12 mins

14. Take exit 48 on the left to merge onto I-91 N toward Hartford 36.8 mi
37 mins

15. Take exit 29 for US-5 N/CT-15 toward I-84/E Hartford/Boston 0.4 mi

16. Merge onto CT-15 N 1.7 mi
2 mins

17. Merge onto I-84 E
Partial toll road
Entering Massachusetts 40.7 mi
38 mins

18. Take the exit onto I-90 E/Mass Pike/Massachusetts Turnpike toward N.H.-Maine/Boston
Partial toll road 56.0 mi
56 mins

19. Take exit 24 A-B-C on the left toward I-93 N/Concord NH/S Station/I-93 S/Quincy 0.4 mi
1 min

20. Merge onto Atlantic Ave 0.8 mi
3 mins

21. Turn right at Central St 0.1 mi

22. Turn right at Long Wharf 0.1 mi

23. Swim across the Atlantic Ocean 3,462 mi
29 days 0 hours

24. Slight right at E05 0.5 mi
2 mins

25. At the traffic circle, take the 2nd exit onto E05/Pont Vauban 0.1 mi

26. Turn right at E05
Partial toll road 17.3 mi
22 mins

27. At the traffic circle, take the 2nd exit onto A131/E05 heading to A131/Rouen/Paris/Evreux
Partial toll road 9.1 mi
8 mins

28. Take the exit onto A13/E05/L'Autoroute de Normandie
Partial toll road 20.3 mi
17 mins

29. Take the exit onto A13/E05/L'Autoroute de Normandie
Partial toll road 56.5 mi
47 mins

30. Take the exit on the left onto A14 toward Nanterre/La Défense
Partial toll road 12.5 mi
16 mins

31. Slight right at N13 1.4 mi
3 mins

32. Turn right at Avenue de Neuilly/N13 269 ft

33. At the traffic circle, take the 4th exit onto Avenue de la Grande Armée 0.7 mi
3 mins

34. At Place Charles de Gaulle, take the 5th exit onto Avenue des Champs-Elysées 1.3 mi
3 mins

35. Slight right at Voie Georges Pompidou 1.4 mi
3 mins

36. Slight left to stay on Voie Georges Pompidou 440 ft

37. Slight right at Quai de la Mégisserie 377 ft

38. Continue on Quai de Gesvres 0.2 mi
1 min

39. Turn left at Place de l'Hôtel de Ville
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[Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
[ mood | excited ]

One week from right now.. 1:11. I will be in Charlotte. WOOOHOO!!

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[Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
Everyone should read this if you grew up in the 1990's. It makes you miss the old times!!! We had so much fun, and who could ever realize we knew so much!

I MISS THE 90's!!!Collapse )
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[Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
Well, apparently this was a blank post that I dubble clicked when I was trying to post the other one. Oh well.. ...

By the way.. I went to go get a book voucher.. computer said I didn't have one.. and i got a email saying my financial aid was going to be terminated.. WHAT THE HECK..... is what I thought.. I have a GPA higher than a 2.0 so I should be able to get financial aid, but I sure as hell am not going to go sit up there for 5 hours just to go back there and be in the office for 2 minutes.. That's bullcrap!
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[Sunday, January 1st, 2006
[ mood | good ]

Happy New Year!! :D.

A new year, new resolutions a great time for a fresh start.

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[Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
[ mood | sick ]

:( I'm not feeling so good. I haven't been for the past few days. What ever Candi had I got... My head hurts like someone just ran over me with a transfer truck...

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[Sunday, December 4th, 2005
[ mood | good ]

We went to the Simpsonville Christmas parade but it got cancelled because it started thunderstorming....

Clicky for some pictures I took with my phoneCollapse )

I like the last one, what do ya'll think??

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[Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
[ mood | good ]

Since it's the week of Thanksgiving.. I want to know what each and every one of you are thankful for..

If you read this, you better post..... (Candi, Minga, Rhonda, Missy and everyone..) :D.

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[Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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[Friday, November 11th, 2005
[ mood | hot ]


I kind of just got high off of spray paint. Tommy did too, then he left to go to work. lmao that's just too funny.

he says he needs to come over here more often because he's always getting high off of something. hahaha. yea right.

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[Sunday, November 6th, 2005
I'm home I'm home, I'm home!! lol

I had fun...
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Class [Friday, November 4th, 2005
So my friends arnt here in class today I feel so lonely on this row..

I took my test for my online class. I failed it, and I have to go do the hands on portion of it in the open lab. Then I have to study because I have another test today in my 2nd class. Woopdee freakin do. I don't want to do it.

On a brighter note. I might be going to gatlinburg tonight or tomorrow. :)
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[Saturday, October 29th, 2005
I just want to go ahead and wish everyone a Happy Halloween. Don't eat too much candy, it may rot your teeth. lol. psh.

Meme that Rhonda posted.. People see Sadness in meCollapse )
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[Thursday, October 27th, 2005
This Is My Life, Rated
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

MY Life Analysis:Collapse )
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[Thursday, October 27th, 2005
Leave your name and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
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